Die ! Die ! Die !

What happens when some part of you is down in the dumps that it just wants to die and it wants to take you along with it in your entirety . Will you listen to what it has to say .

Die ! Die ! Die !

That is the cry ,

Yes , that is the cry .

That is bursting forth from my heart ,

That is ripping me apart .

It's growing louder .

It's becoming stronger ,

Even as I try to stifle it ,

It's becoming more coherent .

It's been brewing inside my heart for so long ,

All that time when I wasn't looking it was growing strong .

Until it became too strong and broke my inner resistance,

And burst forth threatening my existence .

A part of me wants to fight it,

To break free from its clutches , its might ,

But then there's a part

That's  very close to my heart ,

That's seen me innumerable times fall apart

It's whispering in my ears to let go of it all

And to take the fall

To pay heed to the cry , the call .