Let me slip into this abyss ,
This abyss of darkness that is just a step away from me
Just as the air whistles past me I will be drowned
In the conflicted thoughts , my distorted emotions .
To hide my broken insides, like a clockwork toy
I go through my daily motions .
For the raging conflict within me needs to be hidden,
The broken up plains of my mind need to be tended,
But troubled I am for I don't know at all .
How a broken up Me in the plains of my mind will play caretaker ?
The lingering sense of deja vu engulfs me ,
And remains a feeling of a disaster brewing .
In the darkest corners of my mind I am imprisoned ,
Being violated by the one that is Me .
The insane mix of fire and dark ,
Inside me rages on ,
The hand of fate makes ,
The fractures in the plains to deepen ,
The walls of my prison begin to crumble ,
And the violator and violated both go under .
Dear Vinayak,
ReplyDeleteThank you for sharing so authentically!
Holding you in my heart as you heal.
XOXOXO
Thank you linda for your kind words . :) XOXOXO
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