Let it all end

Distorted thoughts ,
A mind that is in the rot ,
That is caught ,
In the fight ,
Between the forces of light
And darkness
Each trying to claim possession
Over me .

From their clutches ,I try to break free ,
But to no avail .
I give out wails,
Of pain.
I am crumbling under the strain .
Even as the rumbling thoughts in my head ,
Make me dread ,
That my head will explode ,
And I'll be left dead .

Maybe ,that is when everything will end
For my mind has gone beyond what can be mend
Even by my strongest will it can't be bend .
So comes from within me the cry ,
"Let it all end . "