The Loss

You sometimes lose people whom you love very much , about whom you care and you whole world comes crashing down. I have just tried to portray that pain .


Sometimes come true all your worst fears ,
You lose someone so near .
The loss becomes too much to bear .
You lose what faint traces of insanity ,
You had left in your mind so dainty .
You feel your thoughts
Make your mind rot.
You feel yourself burn.
As you sense the insides of your head churn  .
You feel as if in you
Grew a poisoned fern .
That like acid is eating your entrails
Inside you memories of her begin hailing
But you don't why it makes your eyes go raining
You run around unable to contain your feet
Like in you there is conatined , to be unloaded a load of freight .
Her memories through your mouth are trying to force their way,
But something in you holds you back , you can't say .
When she was there to live a reason seemed to be ,
But around you there now seem to be only reasons to flee .
You have those frightening dreams
But all all you can do is give out silent screams .
And mourn the loss ,
That has been caused .